Stories About My Father (English Version)

3 days ago, exactly on 27 April 2011. My dad lef early this morning. He left the house carrying a backpack and his favorite guiar. I actually donk know what was in his bag. But, I know there must be some clothes there. He said he would go to Surabaya. Of course I believe with him. 

That day, I was sick. actually, just a fever, but its my routine disease before or after my birtday. I was definitely sick. My mother was in Jakarta. She was assigned to attend several events there. Only my aunt who accompanied me at home. its sad when you sick to be left by your parents.

That morning my father told me, he want go to surabaya. He promise, he will comeback on Sunday. and I asked him "Have u told mom, u wanna go to Surabaya?" .. "No, when i was on Surabaya i will tell her" answer my father. "mom have said to me. she called u but ur number nor active, right?" i continued.... "oh yes, indeed" dad replied with such a short full of confusion. My father kissed mu cheek, then smile and went out of the room. Before he close the door I said "If ur was on Surabaya, just call me^^" My father just nodded and smiled then he closed my doot and went outside.

Around 1 pm, I remembered my father. He should have arrived in Balikpapan. ususally when dad left and arrived at a place, he will tell me, send a short message or called me. But that day he isnt. I opened my mobile, wifi network doesnt connected. Its the end of the month, and mean the wifi is not paid. I tried to call my father, but his numner is not active. and I think, maybe he still on the plane. I keep waitin, but still no news from my dad. When the sunset comes, my head became very dizzy. I lay down. Reminded again that my dad had no news.

His mobile is still not actve. Im getting restless. Im confused, I want my mom and my dad was here, now. My head is very ill at that time. yes, i wasnt took medicine that night. I went to sleep, occasionally i woke up when my phone rang. a lot of my friends are sent me a short messages and asked me about our task. When i read their text, i felt pain, until i couldnt able to rose from my bed. So, i just laid on my bed and waitin for my news from my dad or mom. That day, my mom when on duty in at denpasar. My phone rang, my mom told me "dont think too much about ur dad" BUT I CANT

At night, i couldnt sleep. my heart said "i wanna sleep on the floor, with pillows stuffered great white bears and brown bears." that carpet is not big enough. I got off my high bed bolster and blankets to bring what i use since last, and I turn off my AC. it turned out my aunt entered my room and sleep with me in my room. i still didnt sleep relax. but well than before.

in the morning, we were awakaned bu the alarm rang on my phone very loud. My aunt left my room and talong care oh her chlid to be on school. then prepare breakfast for me.  I was still lying on the floor along with my teddy bear. My aunt entered my room gave me my breakfast and said "ur mom will come home today, she sent me a short message last night". then My home telphone rang, its from my mom. she said she want talk with me. i went to my fathers room to answer the phone. she was said she will go home this afternoon.

As i was talked with my mom. My aunt saw my dad's goods listed neatly on the bed, there was a BB phone, cars and motor vehicle regristration, the UN affairs and ID cards letther mother is almost finnished. Afternoon, when mu mom arrived at home, I immediately told what i saw this morning on her bed. Suddenly my mom tears are fallin down and she led me into my room. We talked about my dad. Manu negative thoughts in our minds. Did he want to left we? many problems that occurred between my mom and my dad, FInally we diceded to wait for Sunday.

The next day, we still thought of my dad. where he now ? what he doin ? what he want ? my mom tried to comfort me so I not remember my dad.

And the day is came, Sunday. my mom decided to tell his brothers and sisters. they told us to be patient, strong, dilligent prayer to God and bla blabla
Toninght, Im still waitin for he. wheter he will come ? I know my dad love me, I know there are irregularities, rarely hugged me and even new this time the father cant be in cintact.
I dont understand, what he did to me ?